
Photograph by Don Hamerman, "Rawlings," 2005
Spring training opens Wednesday, February 27. I'm not personally a baseball fan and I barely follow the sport, but I hear about this date every year as millions of fans look to the coming season. It is in this spirit of national reawakening that I stumbled upon the photographs of Don Hamerman, a photographer in Stamford, Connecticut. For the past few years, as he's walked his dog at a local park, he's picked up lost and forgotten baseballs. There are dozens of them now, all lovingly photographed.
We've run a number of recent essays on Design Observer about "things" — objects that are saved or collected or perhaps, on some level, simply fetishized. Most things, though, are made of something, or constructed by someone, or maybe even designed. Often, in their decomposition, they reveal themselves as having parts and materials, a mode of making, and perhaps even a soul. This is the territory of these photographs.
On the subject of baseball — not the sport but the ball itself — no one has written more eloquently than Roger Angell. To accompany these amazing photographs, here is the first paragraph from Angell's essay, "On the Ball: Spring 1976," excerpted from his 1976 book, Five Seasons: A Baseball Companion:
It weighs just over five ounces and measures between 2.86 and 2.94 inches in diameter. It is made of a composition-cork nucleus encased in two think layers of rubber, one black and one red, surrounded by 121 yards of tightly wrapped blue-gray wood yarn, 45 yards of white wool yarn, 53 more yards of blue-gray wool year, 150 yards of fine cotton yarn, a coat of rubber cement, and a cowhide (formerly horsehide) exterior, which is held together with 216 slightly raised red cotton stitches. Printed certifications, endorsements, and outdoor advertising spherically attest to its authenticity. Like most institutions, it is considered inferior in its present form to its ancient archetypes, and in this case the complaint is probably justified; on occasion in recent years it has actually been known to come apart under the demands of its brief but rigorous active career. Baseballs are assembled and hand-stitched in Taiwan (before this year the work was done in Haiti, and before 1973 in Chicopee, Massachusetts), and contemporary pitchers claim that there is a tangible variation in the size and feel of the balls that now come into play in a single game; a true peewee is treasured by hurlers, and its departure from the premises, by fair means or foul, is secretly mourned. But never mind; any baseball is beautiful. No other small package comes as close to the ideal in design and utility. It is a perfect object for a man's hand. Pick it up and it instantly suggests its purpose; it is meant to be thrown a considerable distance — thrown hard and with precision. Its feel and heft are the beginning of the sport's critical dimension; if it were a fraction of an inch larger or smaller, a few centigrams heavier or lighter, the game of baseball would be utterly different. Hold a baseball in your hand. As it happens, this one is not brand-new. Here, just to one side of the curved surgical welt of stitches, there is a pale-green grass smudge, darkening on one edge almost to black — the mark of an old infield play, a tough grounder now lost in memory. Feel the ball, turn it over in your hand; hold it across the seam or the other way, with the seam just to the side of your middle finger. Speculation stirs. You want to get outdoors and throw this spare and sensual object to somebody or, at the very least, watch somebody else throw it. The game has begun.
Roger Angell © 2004. Published by Bison Books/University of Nebraska Press.
Comments [19]
02.24.08
07:50
Excuse me for my immaturity, but I couldn't help thinking of these.
02.24.08
08:28
VR/
02.24.08
10:23
02.24.08
10:47
FUNGO
02.24.08
10:52
I will counter with the words of my late Grandfather, who was a baseball fan and really knew what the sport was about. He said, "the best thing about baseball is that on a hot summer day, I can turn the TV to a game, sit in my recliner, open a beer, fall asleep, and wake up just in time to find out who won."
02.25.08
01:42
02.25.08
09:07
of those things that are recovered from anonymity,
being lost, and overlooked.
I especially love the balls which expose the inner workings, or those that have been partially
reclaimed by nature with moss and lichen.
02.25.08
09:11
And congratulations for the site
02.25.08
10:21
02.25.08
12:08
You beat me to it.
Danny O is a dear friend of mine. I have been on a few of those ball walks. Thanks for mentioning it!
(I have forwarded this link to Danny --he's appreciate this story, thank William)
02.25.08
06:06
02.25.08
11:39
Over the years I've stitched it up and patched it...it's stuffed with string and old rags. It's a mess now, but seeing these photos makes me see its decrepitude in a new light, as the physical embodiment of years of play and love and history. Thank you for opening my eyes.
(If anyone knows where to get another cloth softball, please let me know!)
02.26.08
12:16
But for my money, "A Mickey Mantle Koan" by David James Duncan is the greatest piece of writing about a baseball--specifically a perfect baseball and its becoming imperfect. (Don't worry, it's not about the game of baseball in any way, really.) Seems a nice complement to these lovely trashed pills. And well worth a Harpers sub--sorry it's behind the pay wall.
02.26.08
01:56
It is played everywhere. In parks and playgrounds and prison yards. In back alleys and farmers' fields. By small children and old men. Raw amateurs and millionaire professionals. It is a leisurely game that demands blinding speed. The only game in which the defense has the ball. It follows the seasons, beginning each year with the fond expectancy of springtime, and ending with the hard facts of autumn. It is a haunted game, in which every player is measured against the ghosts of all who have gone before. Most of all, it is about time and timelessness. Speed and grace. Failure and loss. Imperishable hope. And coming home.
02.26.08
02:59
Today, forty years later, when I smell fresh-cut grass, and see sparkling fireflies light up our yard, my thoughts go back to those hot summer nights in that field, all of us playing like it was game seven.
Several years ago I was at the Brimfield Antique Market in Mass. and I came upon a man selling used baseballs. He had a giant barrel filled with them. Probably close to a thousand balls in it. "25 cents each", he said. I asked him, "how much for all of them?" He said, "I don't know, no one's ever asked me that." I bought 25 of them.
Today there's a black metal Alessi fruit bowl on my conference room table brimming over with these scuffed-up balls. During long meetings I like to practice my four-seam fastball grip while my thoughts wanders back to that field at my parent's farm and the memories of hitting one into the cornfield in deep center, circling the bases and inhaling the cool evening air. Now that's baseball.
02.28.08
07:55
Today, forty years later, when I smell fresh-cut grass, and see sparkling fireflies light up our yard, my thoughts go back to those hot summer nights in that field, all of us playing like it was game seven.
Several years ago I was at the Brimfield Antique Market in Mass. and I came upon a man selling used baseballs. He had a giant barrel filled with them. Probably close to a thousand balls in it. "25 cents each", he said. I asked him, "how much for all of them?" He said, "I don't know, no one's ever asked me that." I bought 25 of them.
Today there's a black metal Alessi fruit bowl on my conference room table brimming over with these scuffed-up balls. During long meetings I like to revisit my fastball grip and the memories of hitting one into the cornfield in deep center, circling the bases and inhaling the cool evening air. Now that's baseball.
02.28.08
08:40
For so long I gripped a baseball, but for so many years realized, it was the other way around.
My younger years were abashed as a baseball player, but the game never made me resent it. I knew the grander scheme of the game would always put me at ease and that picking up a baseball when I needed an escape was much better than needing it to compete.
03.04.08
01:14
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